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i totally miss gossip girl! :/ i'm like quite far behind the season. i shall catch up the entire season two after a levels. blake lively is still as smokin' hot as ever omg she's so gorgeous and i can go on forever. i can't wait for a levels to be entirely over because that would mean much freedom, sleep ( goodness the lack of sleep has taken a toll on my complexion ) and more guilty-free online shopping. i figured i would have to engage myself in intensive work out because i've grown one size bigger. yongkun doesn't like fat girls . :/ if only i was blessed with high metabolism like the boys who are trying desperately hard to put on weight with weight gainer. if we could switch bodies, that would be great. massive savings on time and money.

anyway yesterday was crapshit because i kept thinking about the ffguy and the extremely unfortunate encounter with singpost. someone please liberalise the singpost industry and reduce their market power so we can enjoy more consumer surplus by cheaper mailing rates and safe delivery of normal mails. either way, i've decided to opt for registered post in the meanwhile due to frequent loss of mails lately. that would mean more purchase on the part of nette and i, so we can split registered post. we need to work to fund our purchases. plus i desperately need to save up for overseas trip with the girls. money money come to meee.

& i've finally learnt how to twit properly hahaha ( so noob i know ) twitter is so much easier than blogging. i can't wait to delete this blog but i would have to fulfil my earnings first. have a blessed weekend all!


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i knew never it would be such joy to be part of pioneer junior college. even though there were some points in life when i really hated the environment due to certain issues, my academic pursuit in pioneer was definitely a good one. it's funny how all of us get together and bond in the class. even though they always say that secondary school friends will be your closest batch of firends, i think friendships forged at pre-university level are not that bad too. with that being said, i wanna thank my clique, my class, my cca and all the teachers who have made a difference in my life (:

TANG AP ; even though we encounter quite a few obstacles /drawbacks in our friendship, i'm still glad to have known you and befriended you for you add a lot of fun into my life. you're probably the one and only one whom i can tolerate for 'sexual harassment' . i've always believed that you hold a really good foundation in mathematics and dont ever give up on your favourite subject yeah ? because you have all of us cheering you on! i'm glad that you have come up strong from your personal relationships and i do hope that one day, i'll see you smiling blissfully and happy with a guy that's worthy your love. because of you , arithmetic progression has never been so fun :P thank you for always sharing some care and concern at all times . you'll not be forgotten hunn.

SZETO YJ ; i think we got much closer this year. i wonder where have you been last year. thank you for being there for me when i needed advice and a pair of listening ears even though you weren't much of a help :P ( its cool, i understand that you are always at a loss of what to do when it comes to comforting others ) i think you're blessed with good skin, legs, brain and friends like theclique! please give me some credit for correcting your TB yeah? i honestly think that you will be among the top few students who would be receiving a call in the morning. stop doubting yourself because in our hearts, you will always be the shining sister ( and gmg's shan liang zhi xing! )

CLP TAN ; you're the first 09-er that i know ( bet you dont remember! ) i could still remember the very first time, you struck me as a super hyper girl. you were damn bubbly and eager to get out of the class to 08s08. i still remember the desperate appeals for transfer and both of us didn't managed to get into 08s08 afterall. that's probably fate because it brought all of us together as a clique. thank you for constantly managing our timetable, informing us the homework and schedules for upcoming tests and extra lessons. i salute your efficiency.you're certainly an achiever, irregardless of academic, personal relationships and fitness! you're definitely the best chairman in the world! it's really a joy to know you and get to see your 5cents face almost everyday. i will definitely love to keep you in my heart (:

self proclaimed QTP qin ; hello small girl when are you gonna grow up and get married ? hahaha. since day one, i've always assured you that you're a very smart girl and recently results have already proven my point yeah ? quote from miss tan " yenqin , tell us your story" i'll always remember your " yeah i wanna copy her and have a lot of dandruff on my head " and all your candid funny moments plus our late night talks at gracia's place. stop debating about our height cos i'll be forever taller with my 3.5 inch heels :P i'm honestly glad to have known you because you're so bimbotic in such an adorable manner that it's impossible not to miss you when we've graduated. :(

TIMS!! ; you're such a nice pal! thank you for your meticulous gifts ( both on valentine's day and graduation day ) you seriously didn't have to through such an extra mile and meticulous preparation but you did! we are all so touched. thank you for being a big brother and always being so spontaneous in our clique gatherings. you're always ready to offer your help and you are never calculative with money. i'm glad that you joined our class because we would have missed out so much fun and laughter if you weren't around. i really admire your fantabulous character and handwriting but write faster for it would have been a waste if you couldn 't display your factual knowledge on the paper. good luck linz!

jieling ; i think we got closer this year too. just to let you know, you've seriously underestimated your own capability and level of diligence. i really admire your determination and perseverance to constantly strive for academic excellence. it's really a gift from heaven to have you both in our pw, contributing relentlessly and giving your best to strive for excellence. even though our results as a whole wasn't that satisfactory, we've tried our best (: see you on your birthday on 22 nd love!

jieying ; physics mate aka dounai. go tanning more often so you will get darker yeah ? hahaha. i hope you will look less like mj when i see you next year on the day of release of results. thank you for companion during physics lessons for your presence made learning more fun and easier (esp when the speed of my writing is so slow) don't be too stressed up because i think that given your attitude, you will do well (: omg i sound like miss chua hahahaha.


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HIATUS TILL AFTER A LEVELS?

this sucks so bad cos i wanna play so badly but i can't because i've to commit myself to a levels.
" what you do in the next four months will affect you for the next four years "
& i'm only left with one month. if only it was so easy to set your priorities right.

happy birthday nette!
happy farewell lou. we miss you ! :(

i shall do up the pictures whenever i have the time. uploading is such a tedious task.


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video call with the bestfriend. (:
thank god for technology like that. save a whole lot of money and convenience!
come home soon and we shall head for churros and quality catch up time (:

i'm getting back physics paper tomorrow. that's my last paper and i hope it's a decent pass. on a good note, i've managed to jump one grade for my pet subject gp because of the phrase " make full use to their advantage " i promise i will work harder. today's econs post mortem was pretty good for me. i managed to pay attention throughout the whole lecture and i wished i had done so consistently for the past two years. so i've failed chem despite paying so much for chemistry tuition. i'm so useless :(

oh lovely clothes please arrive soon .


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pictures from steph's birthday dinner!
happy eighteenth my dear.
friends till old age and forever yeah! (: i know i can always count on you for a listening ear and a genuine heart. see you real soon !

today's the first day of the release of results. everything's pretty horrible. haven't gotten a U so far but prolly soon so i shall not jinx it. i just hope everything will end as soon as possible so i can go on with my travelling plans and much more quality time with friends and the boyfriend. i can't wait for christmas for somewhat reason. i can foresee myself indulging in lots and lots of bodyshop cranberry body wash . cranberry reminds me of xinjie! hahaha. that's so random. shall do up a post on clique outing soon.

anyway, i'm trying to do math now and its so boring. math makes me mad but i've already made a pact with wing to complete math by the deadline due which is on the 4th october. THREE FREAKING MATH PAPERS. go gracia go wing go yenqin go silvia go linz go people! (:

i must do well for a levels
i must do more practice papers
i must not attempt essays on general topics
i must prepare five topics for gp paper one
i must do more chemistry papers
i must read the econs revision packages.

so much to do :(


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i'm supposed to be mugging for math now but i have no motivation to do so. i can't wait for the next weekend to come so i can liberate myself for a while before i start mugging for a levels again :/ i'm pretty upset with my attempt at organic chem section for chemistry paper three because i paid so much to improve my organic chem skills at charlie chan :( once again, i mistook ester for ketone and i forgot to use the formidable PCl5 for distinguishing tests. & how could i forget the postive structure for tri-iodomethane test this is so screwed up :/ & i forgot my favourite market failure could be a form of allocative inefficiency. this is what happens when you cant function properly under time constraints :/ smu please come to me. on a good note, i managed to have a session with my dermatologist again. he has recommended skin laser which was surprisingly far cheaper than i expected. i thought his rate was fantabulous, but nette has a better offer. i shall wait for nette to get back to me before i decide. i must find out if there are any potential side effects , recovery period and all. i heard it's less than a week wow. if only i was blessed with good skin, i could save all the money for more clothes.

after derm , i went down to chinatown to collect my dress and combed the entire chinatown shops to look for kun's facial gel. his facial gel is currently out of stock at supplier's side and only a few shops have a few pieces left :/ to make things worse, it was raining and the weather makes me feel so sticky and uncomfortable. many bus services were affected by mid autumn festival celebrations at chinatown and that killed a lot of unnecessary time. i cant wait for alevels to be over so we can go on job hunting, earn lots and lots of money for shopping and travelling. like what jinghui said, it's a bliss to be able to stay at home to stone for one whole day. life in singapore is so stressful that barely anyone is really smiling on streets. that's why they have to come up with the advertisement to encourage people to smile. -.-

so, smile even though life seem to suck real bad yeah? like how i only managed to upload four pictures over a span of 45 mins.


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"smile even though your heart is aching "
i thought it's such a meaningful quote. i think i picked it up from brooke shields during the live telecast of micheal jackson memorial. life's too short to mourn over things. i've learned to cry and release all frustrations in a day and look up to another brand new day that awaits all of us. easier said that done but i'm working on it like how im working on prelims. (:

chloe's farewell dinner

the attendance was 4/7 because the rest had something on. it was pretty short for me but i guess it was quite a bit of quality time with the california woman who just got her hair dyed again. i dont know when will i get to see her again because air tickets are not cheap at all. hopefully soon since i dont think i will get to contact her much since she will be busy with school work and all. whatever that is, always in my heart babe. (:

31 monthsary at clarke quay

we head for allegro churros again. i love churros to the maxxxx. they are sooo nice , but pretty expensive. the lady was so nice, she gave us an extra stamp on the card so that we can redeem free churros on our next visit. i'll definitely head back there with jeanette again, since we didnt get to try it together the other time. probably after prelims, before 9th october which is the day louisa's leaving :(

pictures wouldn't load :/


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